Today is day two of my solo adventures at home. The girls have gone to the beach with their dad to enjoy a sunny four day weekend courtesy of Australia Day and I have stayed in town to ready our house for sale.
Now, I could let you think that we keep our lives in such a state of pristine order that a mere four days is enough to reach the heights required by our estate agent and agency stylist (!) but such deceit might blight our sale prospects. In fact, slow but steady actions have been undertaken by us and others since early December. Although we have declined some of the more extreme suggestions made by the agency, we have laid new grass, groomed the garden until its best face is apparent from any and every angle, indulged in a little remote control painting with the aid of our cheque book and washed down whatever paintwork hasn't been refreshed. Despite all this, it seems that endless little tasks remain before I am willing to let total strangers inspect the ins and outs of our home. It was one step forward and three steps back and not a lot of fun for anyone while the girls were home, hence the division of labour.
It is forecast to be 30 plus degrees all weekend, so I have theoretically drawn the short straw, but that is where the guilt sets in. Yes, I am cleaning and mulching and cleaning and organising and cleaning and discarding and cleaning and so on, but I am doing it to my own rhythm. I am also finding moments to walk and run and swim and to watch my choice of television while I clear the mountain of ironing that is so big it can't be hidden. I am listening to my music or no music, talking on the telephone in an uninterrupted fashion, and even starting to wonder if I might squeeze in some sewing or a bite of dinner with local friends.
I am missing everyone at the cosy, snuggly times of day, and I did feel the familar kink in my heart when the three most precious people in my life drove off without me, but all being well they will be back in two days and we will all be a little bit calmer.